Chapter 2
I come from a place where love was a word like hello, or goodbye, no real depth or weight to it.
It was passed to and fro like a game of hot potatoes, now that I think about it I was never really good at that game either.
So now I look for love in every form searching for the thing that has evaded me for so long,
Where are you? Why are you hiding from me?
I know that you can hear me, so stop fronting, answer me.
LOVE: Yes
What’s going on why are you playing games with me?
LOVE: What are you talking about?
You know I told you I was ready and you said that you were going to send love my way, but you lied, why would you do that? Why would you tell me you were going to help me, to heal me? Then go back on your word, why would you do that to me?
LOVE: I did no such thing
Yes you did, you told me you would send me someone I could love for the rest of my life, you told me that you had someone just for me, but you lied!
LOVE: I did send you someone, in fact I sent you four
No, you did not !
LOVE: Yes I did
Who? Who did you send me to fall in love with, that would love me, who?
LOVE: What happened to Stacy?
Stacy? You got to be kidding, that girl had issues, I couldn’t see me with her for the rest of my life, besides, all her sisters blew up and got all fat after they had kids. No way, pass.
LOVE: What about Tiara
What? Come on now you thought that she was a good choice, she was too much like one of the guys, I mean don’t get me wrong she was sexy but I want my wife to be a little more feminine.
LOVE: Dawn
Now that girl had a chance but she was too sensitive, I am not up for all that talking and emotional stuff, I want my wife to be able to stand on her own without crying to me about every little thing.
LOVE: Trina
Too independent, she thought she had everything under control, Miss Take Charge, she was too bossy, I want my wife to be little lighter not so harsh you know.
LOVE: Then you tell me exactly what you want and I will send her to you
Okay. I want…
As I give a list of the most perfect woman with the most perfect shape, the most perfect mate, love immediately sends her to me.
As she enters and walks toward me, I stop…………….
LOVE: Now what
What am I going to do with this perfect creature, I feel fear, for I am scared for the first time, because I think she is too good for me, as I turn away Love cries out
LOVE: if you leave now you will never find her again
I don’t turn back and I don’t ever cry out for love again.