I was always the kind of person that needed so much proof for any notion being passed my way. It’s probably why I’m a computer repair man, the methods involved are certain and require no faith. But recently I’ve come across a new set of eyes, how chance and coincidence have nothing to do with the way things unfold. God has a plan for us all, even the stubborn like me, he will use you if you let him, he will give your life meaning. Quit looking for the reasons to refuse him that right and open your arms to the concept that he is very much here with us. All around us, within us, he won’t give you more hardship than you can handle, and if you listen closely, he’s speaking to you, all the time. I must stress that I’ve been a non believer my entire life, I sought out scientific explanations and drank from the devil’s glass since not long ago. If I can find him, after all of this, I have to believe that anyone can, I have to make this effort, if only to guide one soul to him.
The world is designed in such a way now, to keep you blind to what I’m talking about, you have to first step away from that. Take out societies influence upon you, forget about whatever reason that is keeping you from knowing him. Talk to him, give him your heart, hold nothing back, I promise he will respond in the form of something. We just don’t take the time anymore to see those things, but that does not mean that they are gone, just overlooked and left behind in this new world. Once you acquaint yourself with him, there will be no question, no inquiry that can tear you away from the truth of his existence.
Look not at the misery around you, but take note of the beauty that can manifest within that setting. That is him, shining a light to you, letting you know none of this is in vain, we are not alone in our troubles, he is shaping you. Molding you into what he knows you can become. It’s not an easy road, but at the end of it, there is something that I cannot convey in words. I want for you to feel that, its untouched by anything else, it is the meaning of life. So hold your head up and take each blow as the lesson it is, grow from every encounter and keep his presence in your mind. He will not forsake you; he will not abandon you, and he is the only one that can flood your heart with these emotions beyond the description of any language.