If Only I Knew
I look back on all the things I have endured.
The bad choices I made.
Sleepless nights and endless torture .
If I had only known,
How it would affect my life in the long run.
There are so many things differently,
I would have done.
When I met him that night.
I would have kept walking.
Instead my friends and I,
stood there talking.
I would have never went for a ride,
with them that day.
If I knew they were going to,
hurt me that way.
I would have told my granny.
I loved her more often.
For, the last time I saw her.
She was lying in a coffin.
So many bad decisions.
I wish I hadn’t made.
My body is full of scars.
And my heart is filled with hate.
All the horrific events,
I didn’t have to go through.
They simply wouldn’t exist.
If only I knew.