The INERTIA4 Chronicles 11-30-2011

Well, it is now November 27th 2011. I have been in a tail spin for about four years now. I wonder how many of you go through your life, work, make money, pay your bills and wind up in a position that you have nothing. Now, I am not saying it is anything you did to fall into this situation, but something that had happened to you to put you there. Well, without going into any personal details, I can tell you that that is what happened to me.

In addition to that situation, I have also lost all my emotions and ambitions. I feel drained, useless and I feel like just a shell of a person. Sound horrible, right? Well, it is. I have done everything that I was supposed to do, only to wind up here at the bottom looking up and wondering if I will ever get out of this hole.

Don’t feel bad for me, do not give me sympathy, I do not want that. I just want to vent, rant and whatever. I know that some people might read this and say, this is not an article, this is stupid, I hate this crap. Well, that is your right to feel that way. I am not an author or anything like that. I do sometimes write poetry and i do have lots of them. I might post them here but I have not made up my mind yet.

I am also disgusted with they way things are now, with the economy, the world and especially my life. I am also wondering what category I am going to put this into. Everyone has a story and I do enjoy reading true stories of people, especially ones written by them, themselves. If you do happen to read this and feel like picking at it, ask questions and I will try and answer the best I can. To put this in some sort of perspective, I will say this, these are words from a song that I thought fit. Here they are: “I’m stuck, the second hand won’t move.” Nice, right? I thought so. For now, that sums it up.


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