I’m lost in my own thoughts. I’m really not sure what the next step should be. Sometimes over thinking is only a form of defeat. It’s better to know what you want, rather than letting yourself to be dictated to by an idea. I know that I want more. More from me. More from you. But for some odd reason neither of us seem to know just what that should be. Do you think that I’m here just to waste time? I want to create endless time for you and me. I see you for who you are. I accept you just as you are with all of your flaws. Yet, there are times that you don’t want to accept me for who I am. We sit and we go through the motion.
To me that’s just simply a waste of mine and your precious time. Even with all this I am drawing to you like a moth to a flame. You’re like my yin to my yang and my fire and soul-stirring desire. The feel of your hand in my hand is like an electric bolt straight to my heart. Your eyes can make me sizzle with one look of wanting you in one minute, but can also flare with uneasiness in another. They reveal your feelings burning deep within the barriers of your soul. The thought of you walking away scares me, and your uncertainty drives me insane. Just knowing that your heart is here to stay brings sunshine to my day. Maybe I’m a tad bit crazy, but this thing between us is just downright insane. So for now I’ll just remain lost in my thoughts. One day I’ll get the answer I’m searching for.