The urge to cry right now. I can’t. I have forgotten how to…. this has happened because a moment has been reached where too many emotions have entered the body, too many too soon too quickly and also not equally. Each emotion a different one, not comparable at all.
How can you feel sad and the happiest you’ve ever been all at the same time? I don’t know… anyone?
The image I see is of a mother in distress, but while she is boggled and emotionally disabled… she is the happiest she has ever been! She feels and loves but is not able to release her gratitude or feelings at 100% capability.
Does anyone understand this? I’m sure there is a psychological response to all this. The point is… the image, it’s beautiful! Like nothing I’ve ever seen. It’s just a mother, like many out there, confused, helpless at times, strong, dedicated, smart, beautiful and funny even when they have no humor left inside.
A mother always finds the way because the way is her own.