Many of us have lost someone we truly love. We all have various ways we express our feelings. Some show it outwardly and others inwardly. Either way is O.K. I choose to write how I feel and share with others which have been therapeutic in the healing process. Maybe this will help someone else who is going through a loss who may decide to write a letter to their loved one. This article is a note to my Mother which I am willing to share with all of you:
Mom, on January 18, 2011, both of our worlds changed forever. Around 4:25 p.m., you began your eternal life with Jesus Christ. Those gates opened wide for such a sweet, precious, caring, loving, wise, and Christ-like person who I feel honored and privileged having as my Mom (Sista Momma). The first person you saw was Jesus, and then you were reunited with your husband of over 44 years (Dad) who embraced you with the biggest hug ever. Then you were able to see and love your unborn baby that you miscarried who will also love you unconditionally forever. It is comforting to know that you were able to be with Dad for his ten year anniversary with Jesus on September 12, 2001, and they will be with you for your first Birthday in Heaven.
I would be dishonest if I told you that your one year anniversary with Him has been easy for me. It has been very difficult and challenging. It happened so quickly, and it actually caught me off guard. I thought I had at least another month to see your beautiful smile and eyes, hear your laughter, and listen to you call my name when you needed me.
You see Mom, I promised Dad and you at age seven that you would not ever have to stay in a nursing home, and that I would take care of you which I fulfilled. Although I was employed for over 30 years, you two were my main focus other than Jesus. Being your caregiver was done with great Joy. After you passed away, my purpose in life died with you. It was hard enough losing Dad but losing you Mom has been unbearable at times. Things changed immediately because I was now one of your three children at the top of the family tree. I think about you daily, but know that you are at Peace with Him. You both are able to see Jesus face to face, walk, run, talk, sing, have no worries, sick free, overflowing love, and visit with family and friends. You are united equally with all Christian Believer Angels.
The Lord Jesus is gradually revealing his purpose for me. All I need to do is continue to listen to the Holy Spirit who will guide my path. The Lord’s Promises have brought me through to a place in my heart where I now desire New Blessings, New Dreams, a New Purpose in Life, and more importantly, a Renewed commitment to doing the Lord’s Work in all my future endeavors.
Mom and Dad, Rest forever in His Loving arms. I will see you again one day!! Happy First Birthday in Heaven Mom!!
Eternal Love , Wallene
Conclusion: I am so thankful that we have a mighty God who understands how we feel every second of the day. He loves us no matter where we are in life, or how we feel. He does not judge us; He loves us unconditionally. When we are sad, Jesus will bring happiness back into our lives. When we can barely see our way through and do not know our purpose in life, Jesus will renew our minds, and show us the way!! God sends family, friend, and acquaintance vessels to comfort us which gets us through the pain. He is an awesome God!!
Philippians 4:13 – I can do all things through Jesus Christ who strengthens me.
In Loving Memory of my wonderful parents Mrs. Effie H. Wimberly and Mr. Walter Wimberly, Jr.
This article is dedicated to all those who have lost a Love One.
Written by: Wallene J. Wimberly (January 17, 2012)