I Need to Be Free..

For so long I sold myself short. I forgot that my worth was more valuable than any precious jewel on this earth. I wanted to please you more than I wanted to please myself. Blinded by my lust and wanting to be with someone, I let you misuse and abuse me. Forgetting that you had an intelligent queen, you treated me less than a second class citizen. I allowed you to put others before me and I allowed you to dictate to me. You once called me “Your Angel”, “Your one and only”, now I’ve gone to be one of many. You won’t let me leave, but yet you don’t want anyone else to have me. I feel trapped, like a prisoner trying to break free. I see a brighter light on the other side, yet when I decide to make my move, a stormy cloud comes to hover over me. Will you ever see me for who I am? Will you take me as I am, or take nothing at all? It’s time to let me go. Let me leave this misery. I need to be free; I just need to be me and not your interruption of what you think I should be. I had enough. I am tired of seeing my beauty faded with marks of your rage. I dislike how I let you mistreat my precious vessel. No longer will you claim hold over me. The sight of you that I once had me blinded with adornment is clearly repulsed by the person you have become. Now I am walking away from this misery and going to walk into my destiny. I am going to regain my virtue and let the love that is for me come and claim me purely and unselfishly. You are free too. Free to go your way. Please let all your thoughts of me die when I walk away. I am no longer your slave and no more am you my master. Why, because finally I am free!!!!!