MANIA
Like a roller coaster
going up and down,
I feel the highs and lows
Of a mania that doesn’t subside
Most days I feel drab 5
Some days I feel sad,
But I’ve never really had a chance
So much anger, so much sadness
Sometimes I want to cry.
Sometimes I want to let the tears 10
Flow freely, but everything seems
to have dried up.
I’ve got so much anger
Built up that I’ve somehow managed
To repress. 15
It’s like I’ve never managed to say
What I’ve need to say.
I’ve cut myself off.
I’ve gone into hiding.
I’ve hid myself from the world 20
Sometimes people scare me.
Sometimes people hurt me.
I never know whom I could trust.
Sometimes it seems as if I’m frightened.
Of what, I don’t know. 25
Everything seems as to be so
Terrifying.
Everything seems to be
Going so hard and so fast.
My mind seem to be spinning, 30
Would somebody, please,
Help me get out of this mess?