Mania

MANIA

Like a roller coaster

going up and down,

I feel the highs and lows

Of a mania that doesn’t subside

Most days I feel drab 5

Some days I feel sad,

But I’ve never really had a chance

So much anger, so much sadness

Sometimes I want to cry.

Sometimes I want to let the tears 10

Flow freely, but everything seems

to have dried up.

I’ve got so much anger

Built up that I’ve somehow managed

To repress. 15

It’s like I’ve never managed to say

What I’ve need to say.

I’ve cut myself off.

I’ve gone into hiding.

I’ve hid myself from the world 20

Sometimes people scare me.

Sometimes people hurt me.

I never know whom I could trust.

Sometimes it seems as if I’m frightened.

Of what, I don’t know. 25

Everything seems as to be so

Terrifying.

Everything seems to be

Going so hard and so fast.

My mind seem to be spinning, 30

Would somebody, please,

Help me get out of this mess?


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