Well here’s a simple but meaningful question for everyone of us.when was the last time you felt being proud of yourself ?Its a tricky question according to me,i mean most of us lets our mind to go for a spin and we’ll come up with an answer.but really do think it a bit seriously.
At least let me be true to everyone,i am no big writer and perhaps i don’t even have the experience over life.but hey ! No one actually has experience to argue something about life.everyone says you need to live the life and enjoy it.being with family , laughing with your good friends , sharing beautiful phases with someone you adore.that’s it…..naah,its not about all this it has something more.I always have a bit more negative perspective towards things.but,it does not by any means does not make me a negative person.its just that i quite believe that its really true success asks you to pay large.
Now we all might have come across to a certain point in life once that there is a cross road and you standing in the middle can’t make a choice which way to go.i find myself standing at that very point very often every now and then.It doesn’t show that you are not confident making decision.its just that you don’t want to make a bad decision.I mean come on one bad decision and most of us stop believing on our self.its just time that we all need.remember someone said think before you speak.oh its true but look out at this one,how about thinking a bit longer before making a decision.you got to do it,a little time always help.
You know you might just wonder why the title,live to tell.i haven’ done anything big that i should be sharing.no not yet but I am in pursuit.It’s something that i want to remember with each day passing that there should be something to tell everyone,something memorable,something that would really make me proud before i die.
Now the path never was and will in no means an easy one towards the perfect destiny.i wonder how all of us survive in this tough and bad world.you try to get up the ladder of success but you look down you’ll have double the people pulling you down to the floor.and it happens again and again,till you stop trying and finally loosing yourself to this world.but there is a lesson to be learned. We all are told about the story of that courageous spider that never leaves courage and hope for getting up.now the story is not only to be just heard or read it means a lot more if given a time and thought deeply.if everyone of us would had stop trying after failing again and again,we might never would have had so many great legends.you see giving a shot is not a bad option at all,fear of loosing is all that we need to overcome.
Not everyone has the luck to have meals with a silver spoon,most of us being the wooden spoon holders forget that many of us don’t even have a wooden one’but its the courage and will to become one of them that makes a man strong.but don’t forget to bow down as it makes one a humble man.To be able to fly high and not forgetting that no one holds the spot permanent.So rather than always flying high above learn to hold your ground firm enough so that no one even think to push you out.
I always look out at some people of my age,i see them having a blast at life,wearing some weird clothes,speaking bad,teasing others,flirting out and giving a damn to life.I meant to point this out because many of us copy being them.We think them to be cool,we pretend them having to enjoy life better than us.but no my friends,all the time while we are busy trying to make something out of us they are not even well prepared for setbacks.I at least dreaming and planning at that very moment think that I am actually a far better person than all of them.i never had a big house,not a big car,i never threw parties on my birthday,but i always had a vision.i always talked to myself.i kept reminding myself of all these goodies that i wanted.never to compare myself but to satisfy myself.i won’t feel bad if i fail to get all of these things because I’ll have strength to face it.and most importantly I’ll try again I might fall but i will not quit i will stand again and try. I know someday I will make myself proud and I will have a story to tell