If ever I had a reason to stop
I never thought it would happen to me
A thickness is what they called it
A thickness is what they see
As I wait to find out what it means
I cannot think but the worst
Why they don’t just tell me
Why do I not know first
The pain does not end
I feel it deep inside
This is all my own doing
Something I cannot hide
As I take another drag
I ask for the strength I need
To give up this habit
That makes the heart bleed