This is for you. I type because you won’t listen. I know you’ll never read this. You hate reading now. I know you so well. You don’t recognize me anymore. I don’t recognize you either.
It’s funny what a few pills can do.
I looked up to you. You loved me. I would have stayed with you.
It’s funny what a few pills can do.
There’s nothing behind your eyes anymore. There’s no more in your smile. You can’t make me laugh anymore. You don’t remember anything we did. The memories that I hold so close, you’re oblivious to.
It’s funny what a few pills can do.
You were going to take me to Woodward. We were going to skate. You were going to teach me how to stop. I was going to teach you how to go faster.
It’s funny what a few pills can do.
I miss having you here. You are still here, but the real you is gone. It’s lost somewhere inside of that stone. You’re such a loser now. You have no future now. I can’t leave your memory. I’m not over you. I’m not over us. I’ve lost respect for everything you stand for. I’m mourning all you stood for.
It’s funny what a few pills can do.