I Found You

I never knew love could bring me so much pain,
Not at all mentally but physically in the brain.
The damage and the guilt,
But at the same time the pleasure and the silk.
Pain then was thought of losing you
And now the thought you wont return
Yet I fell I am so mature
But I still have a lot to learn
A lot ot learn about relationships
The true meaning of love
More about you and me
Basically all of the above
Not knowing where to begin or how to overcome
or to rejoice for I have sinned
Maybe I should start off by apologizing, begging, or pleading
Constantly asking for forgiveness for deep inside my wound is bleeding
My heart has been shattered but not yet reached its depth
For its steadily falling past the stage of me losing my breath
I want you to know how I feel
My true feelings
But my pride wont let me show it
So its staying unrevealing
My cry is louder than ever but ever so silent
I’m killing myself withing but noone can realize I’m violent
So with this sin I also confess
hoping it’ll bring me happiness
As the days that follow
But never again will my life be filled with sorrow
In my mind I keep telling myself you are no good for me
When in my heart I feel as if you are all I need
I feel as if I’m cutting myself over and over again
providing me to eternally bleed
The wound is far deeper than any scar
And this pain is desirable and comes fromes the heart
you see no other depth is deeper than the depth of love
I feel as I have been caged waiting to be set free
Until I stop blaming others and realize that I have the key
The key to my own happiness and all that I wished of
The love from you and all your trust
Love isn’t something you deserve you have to earn it
I realize
That it was the stars in your eyes
When I met you I found love
Now I am going to empty my heart, my mind, and my soul
For all that is true
When I found love I found you


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