When there is nothing left to say
When I think the anger has gone
When I think I have freed myself
When I think that you are gone
There you are an apparition in the back of my mind
Gnawing at my thoughts
Forcing your impression
One last time
I need release from the evil you placed in me
When your lies coursed like acid in my veins
When I finally heard the truth
That look still frozen on my face
Death would be too easy
You need to pay
I fire back at you with the most negative energy
I can find deep down in my core
I hope that it poisons you
The way it continues to leave me lame
You planned this all didn’t you
Leaving me wounded in your wake
Unable to limp away
And here it is
Another email saying you are sorry
For words your lips never should have made
But you just can’t take it back
You tried to kill my once heart
But you know you never will
I hope the silence between us eats at you
I will move on from this
But you will be forever trapped in the hell you have created
If only that were punishment enough